I want to be able to speak in public one day, without stuttering and flushing whenever I feel anyone’s eyes on me. I want to be comfortable in my own skin whatever I’m doing, without feeling guilty at my new-found confidence. I want to be stable enough to give myself away without fearing what will happen next. I want to be fixed, but I’m well aware that the only person who can help me is myself, and that scares me. I’m not ready to be an adult at my 20 years of age, but I will try my best not to be everything I hate. I don’t need a Chris Martin. I will try to fix myself.
BEST FRIENDS YOU DON’T GET TO TALK TO VERY OFTEN BC YOU’RE BOTH JUST REALLY BUSY WITH SCHOOL OR WHATEVER BUT ITS NOT A BIG DEAL BC YOURE STILL THE BEST OF FRIENDS NO MATTER WHAT, ARE THE BEST KINDS OF FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WORLD
whenever pretty girls in my class sneeze i never say bless you because they already had thier share of blessings
hey remember when in the first Captain America movie Steve never once backed down from a fight
and then in Winter Soldier he stops fighting for the first time ever at the end of the movie just cause it’s Bucky